Ugh

Well I broke had one today, but I swear no more, said me everytime.

I started this post a few days ago and honestly I was just so mad. I took a step back and thought about things, I saw that I spent 3 days without breaking and then even between that one I had and now, I have not smoked even half as much as i usually do. Legitimately, it is so frikin hard and I just can't find the right motivation to quit cold turkey. 

So lately I have been going a day or two between smokes, uping my hydration and garlic intake. Trying to find something. Just anything anyone knows that would be good for quitting? I used an e cigarette in the past and that worked well actually but now, they are so bloody expensive to maintain! Ugh.

Open to suggestions. The weekend is coming and I think I'll be done for awhile again. 

Wish me luck,

Stressed quitter...